I was even tempted to send Erin out to the sofa bed again where James was sleeping that night but with no one drinking, the risk was a bit too high and she was too nervous about getting caught. I did however come up with some ideas and was waiting to see what opportunities might lend themselves to one of those ideas. The next day was a beautiful sunny and warm one for the fall. My best idea thus far was to get Pat and Shannon busy doing something with me and have Erin need to make a trip somewhere and have James give her a hand. The trick was to make sure that neither Pat nor Shannon offered to go help Erin. I looked out the window a short while later to see James in the yard checking out one of our ATV’s. Bingo! I figured out how to make this work for them. I had the idea to offer to take James out for a ride on our quads to get him psyched to go, then throw a wrench in the plan. I suggested the ride and James was pumped to go as would any 18 year old from the city be. We were. Whether we would have been together for life, no one knows - but at least we would have found out and not lived our lives always wondering “what if?” Hope that makes sense. One other thing I must say is this: I am grateful and amazed that you can still think kindly about me, despite everything I did to you. I know I can never make up for it all but I do want you to know that I’ve never stopped loving you. No consolation, I know, but at least I’ve told you. Oh dear, I’ve just read through what I’ve written so far and it’s really a down-in-the-mouth message isn’t it? It even rivals those suicidal Country songs about lost loves and dead dogs that you loved so much! Take it you’re still a Country fan (I am now, believe it or not!). Nelson, Cline, Haggard, Price, Billie Jo Spears, Wynette, Tom T Hall, Don Williams, Parton et al, love ’em all. Okay onward. I do want you to know that I’m pleased we’re in contact again. I, too, get a kick when I see your name in my inbox (Nurse, nurse, my.
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